midnight at 2am

i wonder why i always sleep so late when i'm alone.

i thought it was fear of being alone, or it's just an endless dopamine chase

but no matter what i plan, i always end up stay up all night

then i heard that midnight is 2am for those who are depressed

well, aren't we all?

but i think, at this time, when everyone's asleep, is when i find my peace

not necessaryli my best time of the day, but a 'place' where no one asks anything of me.

not a single expectation other than my brain telling me to take a rest

i can be myself, vulnerable, and enjoy really go through my loneliness.