Too Much

Hey, 

I wanna say some "sorries"

Sorry for all the changes I made.

Sorry if the cracks on our frame still appear.

Sorry I can't make you love me the way you used to.

Sorry if you feel happier with someone else.

Sorry if I can't make you smile.

Sorry for the broken heart.

Sorry I broke our bridge.

Sorry I'm not perfect.

Sorry for letting and not letting you go.

Sorry for my ego.

Sorry I can't control my feelings for you.

Sorry for thinking bout you everytime.

Sorry I keep bothering you with my texts and stuffs.

Sorry I get worried every second without you.

Sorry for caring too much.

Believe me,

I tried my best.

Sorry if it's not good enough.

Last apology.

I fall in love with you too hard,

sorry if it's too much.

always yours,

ral.

Palsu

Bagaimana aku menutup telinga

saat kabar berbunyi dimana-mana?

Bagaimana aku menutup mata

saat peristiwa berbaris di depan muka?

dan...

Bagaimana aku menutup mulut

saat hatiku berteriak sakit dan takut?

Ketika semua yang ku dengar, lihat, rasa...

Ketika semua yang aku tau...

harus dipendam dalam senyum palsu

                                                 -ral

Hujan

Tadi pulang intensif jerman di sekolah, sekitar jam setengah 4 sore.
Lagi nunggu jemput di depan sekolah, eh hujan...
Yaudah deh gue jalan menuju SD.
Eh gilaaa makin lama makin deress berangin-angin gitu lagii,
terus ada geledek segala.
Akhirnya gue stuck gabisa pulang.
Daripada galau gatau mau ngapain, akhirnya bikin inidehhh

Hujan menyerbu sore yang gelap

Hujan turun bagai kumpulan air mata

Butir-butir yang lelah menahan sakit

Dingin, basah, menusuk relung

Hujan ini tak menghapus rasa perih

Hujan ini justru membanjiri genangan luka

Luka-luka di hati

Berhentilah hujan, aku tak ingin bermain

Bersihkan luka ini, jangan kau kotori lagi

Pergi hujan, pergi jauh

Bawa semua rasa ini

Hanyutkan dalam tenang,

Tinggalkan aku dalam kehangatan.

                                -ral.

Stop and Go

Stop.
Stop acting like you don't know.
Stop pretending you feel it.
Stop giving false affection.
Stop faking every situation.

Go.
Go decide immediately.
Go get what you want.
Go happy with your ego.
Go away if you wanna leave me.

Stay.
Only if your heart still wants me there.

-ral