my eyes were blurry
my mouth could not open
my hands were shaking
i was on my knees, begging
my mind was foggy
i'm stuck with the random flashes
looping in the theater of my brain
i could not think of what i had to do
this was not in any how-to book
my consciousness was not in sync
the movement of my body was off-beat
i did say randomly during movies
i wanted to know what it's like
if guys exchange fists because of me
careful what you wish for, i guess
i can't wrap my head around what was the outcome you expected?
when you pulled out sharpness and aim throat
i wouldn't understand, i only know so much about your former skin
you wear firecracker suits
thick ones, making others too afraid to touch
but inside, i see a soft heart with hard shell
it's always there, behind your shadow
my walls are eloquent and pretty
covering all the darkness i carry
sugarcoated so i'm not bitter
just sprinkle pain with glitter
with tired eyes and trains of thought
silenced cry and dry mouth
no rhymes, no beautiful lines
i can only let out some raw minds.
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