Enough?

Not sure how to pour this out

I'm not sad, nor miserable

I realized that with or without

I'm fine by me and my tangled cables

But lately I've been so on guard

A hollow chases my anxiety

Something sank in my heart

Maybe as usual, feeling empty

I have so many things coming

Yet I don't have the desire

Everything feels stressing

Heavy, putting off my fire

Not knowing why

Not knowing how

"One step at a time," I've said to myself

"Inhale, exhale" I've told myself

Some goals, I've achieved so much

I've gone so far, become so tough

What was impossible, I've touched

I'm just afraid I'm not grateful enough