Mirror mirror on the wall

I don't know how to put it in words beautifully or poetically.

But I am very very exhausted.

I feel like you are sick of me.

Maybe you just couldn't forgive and forget.

Or just cannot move on past something that we never talk about.

You always shut down everytime a problem comes, and I cannot handle this anymore.

Anything I express, you reply with anger.

I really feel like I cannot express at all if something is uncomfortable for me.

If I don't like something = I am not grateful.

I am grateful, so grateful with everything you did to me, and for me.

But you cannot fix problems with cooking for me, buying me things, or take me on a trip.

I just ask for a good communication, without anger nor sarcasms intending to hurt.

How can I try to fix things when your response is "I don't care" or "I don't give a fuck" or "you can do whatever fuck you want"?

Your response towards problem is always anger and closed off.

You told me I don't seem like I love you like before, but you are the one pushing me away.

With your anger, your mean words towards my family/friends, and you cutting my sentence with swearing words.

I cannot absorb all this pain anymore. 

I am a mirror, I am not a cotton.

I can only absorb so much before I reflect it back.

And when you give me so much anger and negativity and hate, you cannot expect me to always give you positivity, patience, and compassion.

Any relationship needs compromise, but I tried my best to beg you to see other point of view.

I asked you many times to understand that not everything has to be your way.

But you always think that I want to do it only my way, and I am not grateful.

I bend so much to your side, but you never see it.

It's getting too hurtful to bear.

Maybe we are just not meant for each other.

We want different things.

We see things from total different point of view.

We do things separate way.

So I think we just postponing and too scared to break up.

But deep down, we both know, we are not for each other for the long run.