goodbye.

i am letting go.

thank you for teaching me a very hard lesson in a very hard way.

but i got my karma. i understood.

now it's time to move on.

because let's just face it. you will never ever change.

and it's enough. enough for me to get hurt.

yes, it's sad.

and i cried, a lot. 

but it gets better.

the cries become less.

i know it's for the best.

cause when with you, 

the cries get worse.

the wound never heals, it gets deeper.

we had some good times, yes.

but when i look back, it's not as many as the bad times.

yes we laughed at our inside jokes,

but we also cried and fought almost everyday.

you wasted my time and energy.

i realized.

and now, i'd rather use them to meet someone who gives positive energy.

someone who can respect me as a woman.

someone who brings joy instead of tears.

oh darling.

you said love?

no, love doesn't hurt this much.

love doesn't take for granted again and again.

love doesn't hit or kick, or lock the other half outside.

love doesn't lie over the same things.

and if you loved me you wouldn't like to hurt me.

so move on, too.

do whatever you like, with your precious life.

meet and kiss and flirt and fuck whatever.

i'm so done.

i really just hope you stop breaking people's heart.

be honest if you just want fun.

be honest if you're not ready for love.

don't make people expect and end up disappointed.

don't break people.

i wish you the best.

by the best i mean you suffer cause someone hurt you so much it hit your mind and heart.

so you can learn and be better.

you hurt me for the last time. 

goodbye.